On Insincerity

I'm learning to withdraw from impersonal confrontations and to hold those who are precious in the highest of esteem.

"How are you"... no one ever wants an honest answer from this question, everyone is too caught up in their own egos and arguable comparisons. An insincere question fittingly deserves an equally insincere answer.
I'm fantastic, do you feel better about yourself now? They have no invested interest or benevolent concern. Why is this never asked in joyous times? Why do they ask when the response is by rote? Lastly, why do I bother? Because I truly do care.

Empyreal

You just may be the most beautiful phenomenon that I've even known.



This is no coincidence, it's a sign of cosmic proportions.

Fascinating!

I'm truly happy, everything is nearly in it's right place. I feel so blessed and feisty!

Baby Steps

I'm going to make a conscious effort to be less cynical and right now, that means proving to myself that dating and relationships aren't going to damn me to hell. The worst that can happen is that my hypothesis is proved right.

Heres to hope.

Astounding Circulation

It's been a while since I last felt my heart, to feel the embodiment of thrill, optimism and love; the throbbing within my chest to awaken me with a newfound knowledge.

I've never felt more comfortable in my being. It took many years to watch insecurities drift away, to let go and have blind faith and in these trials I've learned that just when you start to feel afflicted by fear, then is the time to close your eyes and jump. Faith is everything.

The reward is much greater when you take a risk. The turnout, although humble, will be satisfiable in conquering your fears.

detached

Nothing thrills me anymore.

Least Favorite of All Dishonorable Suitor Traits.

I dislike hearing kiss and tell stories which involve me! I have enough decency to respect whomever I may or may not have locked lips with, apparently my sensational selection of men do not adhere to the same values.

I'm so disappointed.