Fascinating!

I'm truly happy, everything is nearly in it's right place. I feel so blessed and feisty!

Baby Steps

I'm going to make a conscious effort to be less cynical and right now, that means proving to myself that dating and relationships aren't going to damn me to hell. The worst that can happen is that my hypothesis is proved right.

Heres to hope.

Astounding Circulation

It's been a while since I last felt my heart, to feel the embodiment of thrill, optimism and love; the throbbing within my chest to awaken me with a newfound knowledge.

I've never felt more comfortable in my being. It took many years to watch insecurities drift away, to let go and have blind faith and in these trials I've learned that just when you start to feel afflicted by fear, then is the time to close your eyes and jump. Faith is everything.

The reward is much greater when you take a risk. The turnout, although humble, will be satisfiable in conquering your fears.

detached

Nothing thrills me anymore.

Least Favorite of All Dishonorable Suitor Traits.

I dislike hearing kiss and tell stories which involve me! I have enough decency to respect whomever I may or may not have locked lips with, apparently my sensational selection of men do not adhere to the same values.

I'm so disappointed.

Nostalgia

To come of age to properly analyze the consequences of one's actions is to posses poise. Nostalgia will always serve as a fair reminder of bliss that was my youth, to kiss with passion, the caress of conviction and the simple beauty of auspicious innocence. For all these are distant memories but it has occurred to me that in this new being, how beautiful these things could be if ever I should find this again, how much more appreciative I would be that fate so brought me to this benediction.

Currently listening to: "shaking" by Sugarcult, what candid memories!